Even Death Hates This Town
by David V. Mammina
There is no
benefit in taking one’s life to heaven or hell if it means stepping foot in
this anus of a town. How long I have
lived and satisfied the heavens as a celestial assassin only to be punished
with this final task? Centuries! I have dreamt of this moment, having taken
the ultimate trip in fulfillment of my duties.
But this—I can gag before the job is done. Even the baron wastes of Asia Minor offer
greater solace than this place. Diker
Heights, you are dead to me.
My resume is
impressive, for none have escaped me—ever.
Be him old or young, handsome or hideous, gay or straight, smart or
dumb. They all become mine. That is, until they sit it out in
Purgatory. A lone dimension as that can
make one ponder a life’s tale. However,
there is something about this miserable town that makes my knees buckle.
Perhaps it is
the loneliness amid the bustling lot?
Every one of them walks like aimless cattle to their next slaughter of
their own souls. How many 99 cent stores
can one town have? It vexes me! Three on a block, four on another. Of course, in between those are the sidewalks
of despair. Old hags retch their
breakfast right into the street. Cars
and smog-spewing trucks blast their horns at each other, as if the machines are
actually communicating. Garbage and
half-eaten cat food litter the way. It
feels like a gauntlet just making it from one avenue to the next.
There are no
displays of affection—no open sentiments of any kind. Instead, there is the smell of rotten culture. The rats lethargically wait until the dead of
night to pick their morsels of strewn fish bones and bird carcasses. Scraps and newspapers roll in the wind
tunnels and press against the chain link fences, perhaps trying to evacuate the
town. There are no places to eat or for
children to play. I tell you, as death
tells the living, the only reason to step foot into this pit of a town is to
escape me. Let that be enough.
I was human
once, like you. Middle class by western
social standards, my life was average. I
lived and I died. And yet, that was the
trouble of it. In retrospect, I only
existed. There was not enough hardship
to know what living could feel like. My
dreams were easy whispers in the wind, carrying anywhere and for nothing but
pride. I was not wealthy enough to
understand power and how it corrupts.
There were no lessons learned—no lessons to teach another. In putting it plainly, I was a spark that
never caught fire. I was like every lost
soul here—a living zombie.
There she
sits. As a Halloween pumpkin ravaged by
a starving squirrel on the stoop, she squats and eats sugary donuts. Her skin is pale and her eyes are low. If she could see my face, I would shun
her. She would know that I have no pity. Since my own life was taken, heaven and hell
had no reason to take me. After I claim
her vapid soul, it will be price enough to let me have another chance. The wastes of Purgatory have taken its toll
on me, but this town has done worse to this pathetic person.
I do not care
what she has done to deserve my visit.
It matters not a speck. Any one
of these apes would do to feed the void.
And, still, I hesitate before her.
I can’t explain why. I hate this
town with such animosity that a mere touch upon her gaunt face would release me
of its foul grasp. What is it about this
one that makes me shutter? No, it isn’t
her. It is the place for which she lives. It is this rancid, hopeless and dreamless
town that deters me. If she is to die
today, let them all see what life meant to her.
Perchance, Diker Heights needs a wakeup call.
I will make
something of her life—an example. There
is enough natural gas inside this derelict building to blow it and her to the
next world. All it needs is a little
spark. That is all I was. That is all she is. That is all I need. A loud, deafening blast! Gone!
Engulfed in a second by the flame—the hurling debris. Look at how the vermin of this town
gasp! At last, they show a flicker of
interest in a happening. The traffic
stops. The wandering apes look upon it
as if it were a lone fire in the frigid night.
Good. Let them see what an idle,
apathetic person gets in an idle, apathetic town. Good riddance. I bid you all adieu.
About the
Author:
Born and raised
on Long Island, NY, David V. Mammina grew up in North Lindenhurst as a young
boy having written various free writes inspired by his exposure to comic books
and video games, along with his will to create better stories than the late
eighties and early nineties could provide him. It remains his goal to write
novels and short stories containing a solid storyline with deep characters and
strong, believable dialogue—having written seven novels thus far.
Keep writing. I believe I saw you in the library one day talking about your latest book. Congratulations.
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